What happened Today.

It was a nice day today. I got up even before the blasted alarm clock jolted me out of bed. I checked my messages to see if my “other” Top (the one who is guiding my husband in this new DD life of ours) had sent me a text. Of course she did. She always is up before I am. She said, its time to get up. Get up NOW. My Top is my husband. He is such a sweet person. He really has a hard time disciplining me and sometimes lets me get away with things that really are a detriment to our relationship, or family dynamic.

My other Top has been our friend for a long time. We recently realized that we are all spankos. I think I secretly knew for a long time but no one was mentioning anything. Probably best you know. Well all of that is out of the bag now. Well, my husband has been learning some things from her and those “things” he’s been learning are causing my bottom to turn red, very often.

My website, Naughtyneysresort.com is a place where we all get together with other spanko friends and aquaintances of ours. My “other” Top is Guardian (thats her name for those who don’t know her and on our forum). She is in a way my Guardian anyway so we thought that was a good online name for her.

On any other occasion, Guardian is a sweet, kind, giving, and loving person. If you are her bottom, look out, she is very strict! OMG! I’ve told you this before, that I like to tease my husband. Nothing mean really, just doing a little bratting. Harmless sillyness. Well that’s what I thought. Guardian doesn’t feel the same about all my teasing as I do. My husband didn’t even seem to care…until Guardian puts her nose in it is involved. I used to be able to say things to him after he would ask me a question. You know, those things you say under your breath because you know they can’t hear you. Well, I can’t even do that anymore. She has really shaken things up at our house just by talking to my husband. She has made him to where he is more aware of my sassing and misdeeds.

I got a list of rules you know. That seems normal for most brats right? Yeah, but I got 2 lists. One from my husband and then one from Guardian. They have since merged those 2 lists into one long list. Now I hear things like, “isn’t that on your rules list”? I just wanna scream. Ya maybe it is on my rules list but I just want to do it anyway. Come On!

You know this is killing me. I am not a bottom! Everything inside me screams, NOOOOOO. Say it ain’t so! Tell me that I am not being Topped by my husband and by another Top (who really knows how to Top). Geez! I get no breaks. If I say a bad word (usually means swearing), I get into trouble. If I don’t clean up the kitchen right after dinner, I get into trouble. On and on. Pretty much my whole life is summed up in me getting into trouble lately. Sometimes I asked for it.

I was about to receive a spanking for instance tonight because of my attitude. Guardian always asks me “why are you here?” I always want to say, “Because you told me to, duh”. Well we all know that wouldn’t be good, but, it does pass thru my brain. So she asks me “why are you here? I say, I don’t know.

I do know why I was there. I was being sassy and questioned Guardian when she called me on being sassy. Not a good idea to question a Top by the way. (Yeah, I know, but sometimes I just can’t turn it off). Stormy, always talks about the “evil” part of her that comes out sometimes, called, TOG. Tough Obstinate Girl. Yeah, I have that too. My husband doesn’t even call me by my own name anymore if he sees me doing this. He’ll just refer to TOG and say to Guardian, we’ll have to continue the discipline, it looks like TOG is in charge. We need to get naughtyney back over here. That usually means that I am going over one of their knees.

I just want to be one of those bottoms that is obedient and respectful and loving. I can be all of those things but there is something inside me that breaks away and then here comes TOG to take control.

My husband is really doing well learning from Guardian and of course I am getting my needs (on my behind) met. Sometimes more than I want. So just wanted to see if anyone else has had a similar experience. Let me know. I’d love to talk to someone about all of this and maybe learn how to be more submissive. Hey thanks for visiting me today. Talk to you soon.

naughtyney